24-02-22 Mixed feelings
It's afternoon and I'm a bit hungry, waiting for my dad to come back and cook.
Why is it that my mind suddenly wanders when I'm in Bujidao (?)? Not sure if I ate too little for lunch or if there's something wrong with my brain (seriously doubting).
During meals, I feel listless, something feels off.
My heart is beating fast, my eyes staring at the phone are a bit dry, rubbed them, still feeling emotionally complex...
Recently, I met classmates Xiaogao and Xiaoli. Xiaogao's presence really makes me feel comfortable, without any sense of discord. I've been in this circle for many years, with few interactions. I still prefer having someone accompany me in studying. Most of the time when supervising study, I am also learning, but honestly, I can't keep up with Xiaogao's ability to study continuously for 3 to 4 hours. If it were me, it would be absolutely impossible!