This is another lesson learned. I can't drink milk tea before bed, it keeps me awake. It's now 2:30 in the morning, by the time I finish writing this essay, it will be past 3 o'clock. My blog hasn't been updated for a long time, but what I've written is all random stuff. Next time, I need to break it down and rebuild.
Let's talk about recent events. My mood is quite average. My senior classmates in their third year have started preparing to go home and find jobs one after another. I was planning to do the same, but fate had other plans and made me stay back for another academic year. People come and go, the moon waxes and wanes, true friendships seem to have a deep gap between high school and college. They drift apart without notice, only a few are maintained. Still, my favorite saying remains: Some people come into your life and it's enough, no need for a lifetime, just a journey.
Attending classes at the vocational and technical college, to be honest, it's the same whether you attend or not. It all depends on self-study, the teachers might be unnecessary, as few people pay attention. Everyone is playing with their phones and tablets in class, only a few bother to look up when attendance is called. Well, no regrets...
Modern young people are used to watching shows at double speed, engaging in fast-food style relationships, and experiencing mental exhaustion. It's all part of daily life in this era. But in my world, there is joy in solitude. Some may say I'm lonely, but what I mean is not physical loneliness, it's something to be concealed.
Lately, I've been busy with mathematics, advanced mathematics. I truly feel the depth of the mathematical pit, the surface is shallow, but the depth is profound. The words of Professor Luo Xiang are truly like a soulful chicken soup, providing me with a lot of help. That's it for now, I need to go write some math.